Have you ever read something that hit you straight to the core and just convicted you? I just had a moment like that. All this time I thought those distractions were good for me. Good for my sanity. But what if those distractions are forcing me to miss out on some real God moments? Is my obsession with adoption blogs taking place of the quality time I should be soaking in with my two-year-old? Soon he will have a baby sister home and absorbing much of my time. What can I do TODAY to show him how much I love him? What about my husband? Has adoption, and the wait, and the listserv, and fundraising taken up so much of my brain that he feels left on the backburner? Maybe all this time spent trying to be "informed" is consuming me to the point that I'm missing out His quiet whispers and that personal time with my Savior.